In my most challenging post yet, you’ll read the first chapter of controversial literary bad boy Wang Shuo’s dark plunge into the criminal underbelly of Beijing. HSK 6+, not suitable for children.
我却睡不着,一支接一支地抽起烟。阳光从厚重的窗帘后倾泄出来,我轻轻走到窗前,从窗帘缝隙看了会儿外面车水马龙,阳光明媚的街道,把窗帘拉严。我不喜欢晴朗的早晨,看到成千上万的人兴冲冲地去上班、上学,我就感到形孤影单。白天我没有什么事可干,也没什么人等我,我的朋友们都在睡觉。我又抽了五支烟,看了看日历,然后穿衣服,洗脸刷牙,走出我住的这套公寓。我走过街角停放的“自茹”车,径直走向公共汽车站。尽管上班高峰已过,车内还是十分拥挤。一个坐着的中年男人下车,我刚要坐下,看到一个抱小孩的年轻妇女,便呼招她过来。
“谢谢。” 年轻妇女坐下后,又逗弄着小孩说:”谢谢叔叔。”
“谢谢叔叔。”
我冲小孩笑笑,小孩从衣兜里掏出一块彩纸包装的巧克力,剥开纸刚要往嘴里填,看我瞅着他,举起巧克力给我。
“不要,叔叔不吃。”
“吃吧,没事。”
“真的不吃,叔叔要下车了。”
我挤下车,沿街走了一站,到单位医务室要了张”三联单“,打电话约了一肝不太好的朋友去医院替我抽了一管血。又在商业区的两个储蓄所把我昨晚挣的那笔钱分别用我去世父母的名字存了进去,然后去邮局给一个交钱即可注册入学,不须考试的函授大学汇了报名款和一年的学费。我报的专业是法律。办完这些事,我到一家人不太多的豪华餐厅吃午饭。这家餐厅菜做的十分讲究,我看着漂亮的图案喝了不少红酒,又吃了几个浇了巧克力汁的冰淇淋,下午才走出餐厅,在报亭买当天所有的日报和晚报,坐在电报局等长途电话的排椅上细细测览。黄昏时我给家里打了个电话,方方接的。我们聊了会儿,他正在和卫宁下围棋,卫宁一早前来了,他们下了一天棋,他四胜三和五负,晚上准备凑人撞麻将。我告诉他我晚点回去,就挂了电话。
暮春时节,树木草地都绿遍了,花丛怒放。我走进一个举办晚间音乐会的公园,在音乐亭前等退票。一个老人送了我一张,我又转送给一对只有一张票的青年伴侣,坚决不要他们加倍的票款。在高大、油漆剥落的廊柱间,我看到一美丽少女坐以汉白玉石台上看书,悬在空中的两条长腿互相勾着脚,一翘一翘。她一手棒书,一手从放在身旁的一个袋袋中抓瓜子磕,吐出的皮儿拢成一堆,嘴里哼着歌,间或翻一页书,悠闲自在,楚楚动人。我悄悄走到她身后,踮脚看那本使她入迷的书。是一本很深奥的文艺理论著作,我一目十行地看了一会儿,索然无味,正要转身走开,忽听女孩说:
“看不懂吧。”她仰起脸,笑吟吟地望着我。
我脸红了,感到不知所措,因为我还会脸红。片刻,我镇静下来,说:”就是学生,这会儿在公司看书也有点装模作样。”“我在这儿坐了一下午了,你瞧,我看了多少。”
她快速地把看过一页数捻了一遍,我捏捏那厚厚的一迭,联想到书的内容,怀疑地问:”你看这么快?”
“我也看不懂呗,就看得快。”
我们都笑了。”不看了。” 女孩把书撂到一旁。“你有事吗”她问我。
“没有。” 我说:”没人约我。”
“聊聊?”
“聊聊。”
我在她旁边坐,她把瓜子袋推给我。我不大会磕瓜子,磕得皮瓤唾液一塌糊涂。
“瞧我。” 女孩示范性地磕了一个瓜子,洁白的贝齿一闪,我下意识地闭紧自己被烟熏得黑黄的牙齿。女孩倒没注意,晃悠着腿四处张望。“你是哪个学校的”我注意到她里面毛衣上别着一枚校徽。女孩龇齿咬着瓜子看着我笑起来。
“这就叫’套瓷’吧。” 女孩说:”下边你该说自己是哪个学校的,我们两校挨得如何近,没准天天能碰见……”
“你看我象学生吗?” 我说:”我是劳改释放犯,现在还靠敲诈勒索为生。”
“我才不管你是什么呢。” 女孩笑着瞅着自己的脚尖,似乎那儿有什么好玩可笑的,”你是什么我都无所谓。”
我半天没说话,女孩也没说话,只是美滋滋地看着天边夕阳消逝后迅即黯淡下来,却又不失瑰丽的云彩:“那块云象马克思、那块象海盗,象吗,你说象吗”
“你多大了?” 女孩转过头看我,仔仔细细打量了我一遍:”你,过去没怎么跟女孩接触过吧。”
“没有。” 我面不改声色心不跳地骗她。
“我早看出来了,小男孩!刚才我看书时就看见你远远地,想过来搭讪又胆怯,怕我臊你一顿是不是?”
“我和一百多个女的睡过觉。”
女孩放声笑起来,笑得那么肆无忌惮,那么开心。
“你笑起来,” 我说:”跟个傻丫头似的。”
女孩一下不笑了,悻悻地白了我一眼:”我不说你,你也别说我了。实话告诉你,我已经谈了一年多恋爱了。”女孩又笑了,有几分得意。
“是你的傻冒同学吧?”
“他才不傻呢,是学生会干部。”
“那还不傻傻得已经没法练了。”
“哼,你这种只被爸爸妈妈吻过的小毛头也配说他。”
“我要是他,就敢跟你睡觉。” 我微笑地说:”他敢吗?”
尽管天色已经很暗了,我也察觉得出女孩的脸排红了:”他很尊重我。”
我哧笑:”嘁,尊重,别说了,咱甭说了。你也别装傻了。”
女孩闷了半天没吭声。我吹起口哨,叼起一支烟,把烟盒递给她,她摇摇头。
“又完了不是?” 我取笑她,”敢在光天化日之下看书,不会抽烟,时髦半截。”
“你别来劲。” 女孩不服地说,”给我一支!”
我把嘴上的烟给她,她抽了一口,”呼”地全吹了出去。我伸胳膊搭在她肩上,她哆嗦了一下,并没拒绝。我把她搂过来,她近在咫尺地看看我,拔拉掉我的胳膊,强笑着说:
“我有点儿信你和一百多个女人睡过觉了。”
“干吗有点信,就应该信。知道我外号叫什么吗?老枪!” 我听到完完全全收拾书的声音,恶意地笑着说:“我叫你害怕了。”
“才没有呢。” 女孩站起来:“我只是该走了。”
“敢告诉我你叫什么,住哪儿吗?”
女孩跳下石台,亮晶晶的眼睛在黑暗中闪烁,笑着说:”啊哈!我还以为你能始终不同凡响,闹了半天,也落了俗套。”
“好,我俗。你走吧。哎,” 我叫住她:”咱们要是再见了,就得算朋友了吧?”
“算朋友。” 女孩笑着走了。
我笑眯眯地在石台上坐了一会儿,也跳下石台走了。
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| Word | Pinyin | Meaning |
|---|---|---|
| 我 | wǒ | I; me; my |
| 却 | què | old variant of 卻|却[que4]; but; yet; however; while; to go back; to decline; to retreat; nevertheless; even though |
| 睡 | shuì | to sleep; to lie down |
| 不着 | bù zháo | no need; need not |
| 一 | yī | one; single; a (article); as soon as; entire; whole; all; throughout; "one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1); also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out … |
| 支 | Zhī | surname Zhi |
| 接 | jiē | to receive; to answer (the phone); to meet or welcome sb; to connect; to catch; to join; to extend; to take one's turn on duty; to take over for sb |
| 地 | de | -ly; structural particle: used before a verb or adjective, linking it to preceding modifying adverbial adjunct |
| 抽 | chōu | to draw out; to pull out from in between; to remove part of the whole; to inhale (esp. smoke); (of fabric etc) to shrink; (of certain plants) to sprout; to bud; to whip; to thrash;… |
| 起 | qǐ | to rise; to raise; to get up; to set out; to start; to appear; to launch; to initiate (action); to draft; to establish; to get (from a depot or counter); verb suffix, to start; sta… |
| 烟 | yan | cigarette or pipe tobacco; smoke; vapour; tobacco plant |
| 阳光 | yáng guāng | sunshine; (of personality) upbeat; energetic; transparent (open to public scrutiny) |
| 从 | cóng | variant of 從|从[cong2]; surname Cong |
| 厚重 | hòu zhòng | thick; heavy; thickset (body); massive; generous; extravagant; profound; dignified |
| 的 | de | of; ~'s (possessive particle); (used after an attribute when it modifies a noun); (used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis); (used after a noun, verb or adjective to… |
| 窗帘 | chuāng lián | window curtains |
| 后 | Hòu | surname Hou; back; behind; rear; afterwards; after; later; post- |
| 倾 | qing | to overturn; to lean; to incline |
| 泄 | xiě | to leak (out); to divulge; to vent; to discharge |
| 出 | chū | to go out; to come out; to arise; to occur; to produce; to yield; to go beyond; to exceed; (used after a verb to indicate an outward direction or a positive result); classifier for…; variant of 出[chu1] (classifier for plays or chapters of classical novels) |
| 来 | lái | to come; (used as a substitute for a more specific verb); hither (directional complement for motion toward the speaker, as in 回來|回来[hui2 lai5]); ever since (as in 自古以來|自古以来[zi4 gu3… |
| 轻轻 | qīng qīng | lightly; softly |
| 走 | zǒu | to walk; to go; to run; to move (of vehicle); to visit; to leave; to go away; to die (euph.); from; through; away (in compound verbs, such as 撤走[che4 zou3]); to change (shape, form… |
| 到 | dào | to reach; to arrive; to leave for; to go to; to (a place); until (a time); up to (a point); (verb complement indicating arriving at a place or reaching a point); considerate; thoug… |
| 窗 | chuāng | old variant of 窗[chuang1]; variant of 窗[chuang1]; window; CL:扇[shan4] |
| 前 | qián | front; forward; ahead; first; top (followed by a number); future; ago; before; BC (e.g. 前293年); former; formerly |
| 缝 | féng | to sew; to stitch |
| 隙 | xǐ | crack; gap or interval; discord |
| 看 | kān | to look after; to take care of; to watch; to guard |
| 了 | le | (completed action marker); (modal particle indicating change of state, situation now); (modal particle intensifying preceding clause); (bound form) clear in one's mind; to understand clearly |
| 会儿 | huì r | (coll.) a short while; a moment |
| 外面 | wài miàn | outside (also pr. [wai4 mian5] for this sense); surface; exterior; external appearance |
| 车 | Chē | surname Che |
| 水马 | shuǐ mǎ | water-filled barrier |
| 龙 | Lóng | surname Long |
| 明 | Míng | Ming Dynasty (1368–1644); surname Ming; Ming (c. 2000 BC), fourth of the legendary Flame Emperors, 炎帝[Yan2 di4] descended from Shennong 神農|神农[Shen2 nong2] Farmer God |
| 媚 | mèi | charming; to flatter |
| 街道 | jiē dào | street; CL:條|条[tiao2]; subdistrict; residential district |
| 把 | bǎ | to hold; to grasp; to hold a baby in position to help it urinate or defecate; handlebar; classifier: handful, bundle, bunch; classifier for things with handles; (used to put the ob… |
| 拉 | lā | to pull; to play (a bowed instrument); to drag; to draw; to chat; (coll.) to empty one's bowels |
| 严 | yān | strict; severe; tight; rigorous; father (formal); surname Yan |
| 不 | bù | no; not so; (bound form) not; un- |
| 喜欢 | xǐ huan | to like; to be fond of |
| 晴朗 | qíng lǎng | sunny and cloudless |
| 早晨 | zǎo chén | early morning; also pr. [zao3chen5] |
| 看到 | kàn dào | to see |
| 成千 | chéng qiān | thousands |
| 上万 | shàng wàn | over ten thousand; fig. untold numbers; innumerable; thousands upon thousands |
| 人 | rén | person; people; CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4],名[ming2] |
| 兴 | Xīng | surname Xing |
| 冲 | chong | (of water) to dash against; to infuse; to flush; to rise in the air; to collide with |
| 去 | qù | to go; to go to (a place); (of a time etc) last; just passed; to send; to remove; to get rid of; to reduce; to be apart from in space or time; to die (euphemism); to play (a part);… |
| 上 | shǎng | used in 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1] |
| 班 | Bān | surname Ban |
| 上学 | shàng xué | to go to school; to attend school |
| 就 | jìu | (after a suppositional clause) in that case; then; (after a clause of action) as soon as; immediately after; (same as 就是[jiu4 shi4]) merely; nothing else but; simply; just; precise… |
| 感 | gǎn | to feel; to move; to touch; to affect; feeling; emotion; (suffix) sense of ~ |
| 形 | xíng | to appear; to look; form; shape |
| 孤 | gū | lone; lonely |
| 影 | yǐng | picture; image; film; movie; photograph; reflection; shadow; trace |
| 单 | Shàn | surname Shan |
| 白天 | bái tiān | daytime; during the day; day; CL:個|个[ge4] |
| 没有 | méi yǒu | haven't; hasn't; doesn't exist; to not have; to not be |
| 什 | shén | what |
| 么 | má | exclamatory final particle; variant of 麼|么[me5] |
| 事 | shì | matter; thing; item; work; affair; CL:件[jian4],樁|桩[zhuang1],回[hui2] |
| 可 | kě | (prefix) can; may; able to; -able; to approve; to permit; to suit; (particle used for emphasis) certainly; very; but; however |
| 干 | gān | old variant of 乾|干[gan1]; surname Gan; variant of 乾|干[gan1]; tree trunk; main part of sth; to manage; to work; to do; capable; cadre; to kill (slang); to fuck (vulgar); (coll.) pissed off; annoyed |
| 也 | Yě | surname Ye |
| 没 | méi | (negative prefix for verbs) have not; not |
| 等 | děng | to wait for; to await; by the time; when; till; and so on; etc.; et al.; (bound form) class; rank; grade; (bound form) equal to; same as; (used to end an enumeration); (literary) (… |
| 朋友 | péng you | friend; CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4] |
| 们 | men | plural marker for pronouns, and nouns referring to individuals |
| 都 | Dū | surname Du |
| 在 | zài | to exist; to be alive; (of sb or sth) to be (located) at; (used before a verb to indicate an action in progress) |
| 睡觉 | shuì jiào | to go to bed; to sleep |
| 又 | yòu | (once) again; also; both... and...; and yet; (used for emphasis) anyway |
| 五 | wǔ | five; 5 |
| 日历 | rì lì | calendar; CL:張|张[zhang1],本[ben3] |
| 然 | rán | correct; right; so; thus; like this; -ly |
| 穿衣 | chuān yī | to put on clothes; to get dressed |
| 服 | fú | clothes; dress; garment; to serve (in the military, a prison sentence etc); to obey; to be convinced (by an argument); to convince; to admire; to acclimatize; to take (medicine); m… |
| 洗 | xǐ | to wash; to bathe; to develop (photographs); to shuffle (cards etc); to erase (a recording) |
| 脸 | liǎn | face; CL:張|张[zhang1],個|个[ge4] |
| 刷 | shua | a brush; to brush; to scrub; (onom.) swish; rustle; to scroll on (a phone) |
| 牙 | yá | tooth; ivory; CL:顆|颗[ke1] |
| 走出 | zǒu chū | to leave (a room etc); to go out through (a door etc) |
| 住 | zhù | to live; to reside; to stay; to stop; to cease; (result complement indicating firmness or a stable achieved state) |
| 这 | zhè | (pronoun) this; these; (bound form) this; the (followed by a noun); (bound form) this; these (followed by a classifier) (in this sense, commonly pr. [zhei4], esp. in Beijing) |
| 套 | tào | to cover; to encase; cover; sheath; to overlap; to interleave; to model after; to copy; formula; harness; loop of rope; (fig.) to fish for; to obtain slyly; classifier for sets, co… |
| 公 | gōng | public; collectively owned; common; international (e.g. high seas, metric system, calendar); make public; fair; just; Duke, highest of five orders of nobility 五等爵位[wu3 deng3 jue2 w… |
| 寓 | yǔ | (bound form) to reside; to inhabit; (bound form) to imply; to place; to contain (sth abstract) |
| 走过 | zǒu guò | to walk past; to pass by |
| 街 | jiē | street; CL:條|条[tiao2] |
| 角 | Jué | surname Jue |
| 停 | tíng | to stop; to halt; to park (a car) |
| 放 | fàng | to put; to place; to release; to free; to let go; to let out; to set off (fireworks) |
| 自 | zì | (bound form) self; oneself; from; since; naturally; as a matter of course |
| 茹 | ||
| 径 | jǐng | footpath; path; track; (fig.) a way; a means; diameter |
| 直 | Zhí | surname Zhi; Zhi (c. 2000 BC), fifth of the legendary Flame Emperors 炎帝[Yan2 di4] descended from Shennong 神農|神农[Shen2 nong2] Farmer God |
| 走向 | zǒu xiàng | direction; strike (i.e. angle of inclination in geology); inclination; trend; to move towards; to head for |
| 公共 | gōng gòng | public; common; communal |
| 汽车站 | qì chē zhàn | bus stop; bus station |
| 尽管 | jǐn guǎn | despite; although; even though; in spite of; unhesitatingly; do not hesitate (to ask, complain etc); (go ahead and do it) without hesitating |
| 高峰 | gāo fēng | peak; summit; height |
| 已 | yǐ | already; to stop; then; afterwards |
| 过 | Guō | surname Guo |
| 内 | nèi | inside; inner; internal; within; interior |
| 还是 | hái shi | still (as before); had better; unexpectedly; or |
| 十分 | shí fēn | very; completely; utterly; extremely; absolutely; hundred percent; to divide into ten equal parts |
| 拥挤 | yōng jǐ | crowded; to throng; congestion |
| 一个 | yī ge | a; an; one; the whole (afternoon, summer vacation etc) |
| 坐 | Zuò | surname Zuo |
| 着 | zhāo | variant of 著|着[zhao1]; a move in chess (Taiwan pr. [zhuo2]); trick; tactic; (dialect) okay; all right; (dialect) to put in; to add |
| 中年 | zhōng nián | middle age |
| 男人 | nán rén | a man; a male; men; CL:個|个[ge4] |
| 下车 | xià chē | to get off or out of (a bus, train, car etc) |
| 刚 | gāng | (literary) hard; firm; strong; exactly; precisely; barely; only just; just; only a short while ago |
| 要 | yāo | (bound form) to demand; to coerce |
| 坐下 | zuò xia | to sit down |
| 抱 | bào | to hold; to carry (in one's arms); to hug; to embrace; to surround; to cherish; (coll.) (of clothes) to fit nicely |
| 小孩 | xiǎo hái | child; CL:個|个[ge4] |
| 年轻 | nián qīng | young |
| 妇女 | fù nu:3 | woman |
| 便 | biàn | plain; informal; suitable; convenient; opportune; to urinate or defecate; equivalent to 就[jiu4]: then; in that case; even if; soon afterwards |
| 呼 | hu | to call; to shout; to exhale |
| 招 | zhao | to recruit; to beckon; to infect; a move (chess); device; to confess |
| 她 | tā | she |
| 谢谢 | xiè xie | to thank; thanks; thank you |
| 逗弄 | dòu nòng | to tease; to provoke; to play with (a child, animal etc) |
| 说 | shuì | to persuade; variant of 說|说[shuo1] |
| 叔 | shu | uncle; husband's younger brother |
| 笑 | xiào | old variant of 笑[xiao4]; to laugh; to smile; to laugh at |
| 衣兜 | yī dōu | |
| 里 | lǐ | variant of 裡|里[li3]; lining; interior; inside; internal; also written 裏|里[li3]; surname Li |
| 掏 | tao | to fish out (from pocket) |
| 一块 | yī kuài | a piece; a chunk; (fig.) (coll.) (typically preceded by a specifier such as 這|这[zhe4]) aspect; area; dimension (Example: 情感這一塊|情感这一块[qing2 gan3 zhe4 yi1 kuai4] "the emotional aspec… |
| 彩 | cǎi | (bright) color; variety; applause; applaud; lottery prize |
| 纸 | zhǐ | variant of 紙|纸[zhi3]; paper (CL:張|张[zhang1],沓[da2]); classifier for documents, letters etc |
| 包装 | bāo zhuāng | to wrap; to package (goods etc); packaging; packing materials; (fig.) to present attractively; to craft an image; to package (sb or sth) |
| 巧克力 | qiǎo kè lì | (loanword) chocolate; CL:塊|块[kuai4] |
| 剥 | ||
| 开 | kāi | to open (transitive or intransitive); (of ships, vehicles, troops etc) to start; to turn on; to put in operation; to operate; to run; to boil; to write out (a prescription, check, … |
| 往 | wǎng | to go (in a direction); to; towards; (of a train) bound for; past; previous; old variant of 往[wang3] |
| 嘴 | zuǐ | mouth; beak; nozzle; spout (of teapot etc); CL:張|张[zhang1],個|个[ge4] |
| 填 | tiān | to fill or stuff |
| 瞅 | ||
| 他 | tā | (third-person singular) (since the early 20th century, usu. male) he; him; his; (bound form) other; another; some other (as in 他日[ta1 ri4] and 他人[ta1 ren2]) |
| 举 | jǔ | variant of 舉|举[ju3]; to lift; to hold up; to cite; to enumerate; to act; to raise; to choose; to elect; act; move; deed |
| 给 | gěi | to; for; for the benefit of; to give; to allow; to do sth (for sb); (grammatical equivalent of 被); (grammatical equivalent of 把); (sentence intensifier) |
| 不要 | bù yào | don't!; must not |
| 吃 | chī | to eat; to consume; to eat at (a cafeteria etc); to eradicate; to destroy; to absorb; to suffer (shock, injury, defeat etc); variant of 吃[chi1] |
| 吧 | bā | bar (loanword) (serving drinks, or providing Internet access etc); to puff (on a pipe etc); (onom.) bang; abbr. for 貼吧|贴吧[tie1 ba1] |
| 没事 | méi shì | it's not important; it's nothing; never mind; to have nothing to do; to be free; to be all right (out of danger or trouble) |
| 真的 | zhēn de | really; truly; indeed; real; true; genuine; (math.) proper |
| 挤 | jǐ | to crowd in; to cram in; to force others aside; to press; to squeeze; to find (time in one's busy schedule) |
| 沿 | yán | along; to follow (a line, tradition etc); to carry on; to trim (a border with braid, tape etc); border; edge |
| 站 | zhàn | station; to stand; to halt; to stop; branch of a company or organization; website |
| 单位 | dān wèi | unit (of measure); unit (group of people as a whole); work unit (place of employment, esp. in the PRC prior to economic reform); CL:個|个[ge4] |
| 医务室 | yī wù shì | infirmary; sick bay; CL:個|个[ge4] |
| 张 | Zhāng | surname Zhang |
| 三 | Sān | surname San |
| 联 | lián | (bound form) to ally oneself with; to unite; to combine; to join; (bound form) (poetry) antithetical couplet |
| 打 | dá | (loanword) dozen; Taiwan pr. [da3] |
| 电 | diàn | lightning; electricity; electric (bound form); to get (or give) an electric shock; phone call or telegram etc; to send via telephone or telegram etc |
| 话 | huà | dialect; language; spoken words; speech; talk; words; conversation; what sb said; CL:種|种[zhong3],席[xi2],句[ju4],口[kou3],番[fan1]; old variant of 話|话[hua4] |
| 约 | yāo | to weigh in a balance or on a scale |
| 肝 | ||
| 不太好 | bù tài hǎo | not so good; not too well |
| 医院 | yī yuàn | hospital; CL:所[suo3],家[jia1],座[zuo4] |
| 替 | tǐ | to substitute for; to replace; on behalf of |
| 管 | guǎn | variant of 管[guan3]; surname Guan |
| 血 | xiě | see 血[xue4] |
| 商 | Shāng | Shang Dynasty (c. 1600–1046 BC); surname Shang |
| 业 | Yè | surname Ye |
| 区 | Oū | surname Ou |
| 两 | liǎng | two; both; some; a few; tael, unit of weight equal to 50 grams (modern) or 1⁄16 of a catty 斤[jin1] (old) |
| 个 | gě | used in 自個兒|自个儿[zi4 ge3 r5]; variant of 個|个[ge4] |
| 储 | chú | to store; to save; reserve; heir; surname Chu |
| 蓄 | xǔ | to store up; to entertain (ideas) |
| 所 | suǒ | actually; place; classifier for houses, small buildings, institutions etc; that which; particle introducing a relative clause or passive; CL:個|个[ge4] |
| 昨晚 | zuó wǎn | yesterday evening; last night |
| 挣 | zheng | used in 掙扎|挣扎[zheng1 zha2] |
| 那 | Nā | surname Na |
| 笔 | bǐ | writing brush; writing implement (pen, pencil etc) (CL:支[zhi1],枝[zhi1]); brushstroke; stroke (in painting or calligraphy); (bound form) style of writing; literary manner; technique… |
| 钱 | Qián | surname Qian |
| 分别 | fēn bié | to part; to leave each other; to distinguish; to tell apart; difference; distinction; in different ways; differently; separately; individually; respectively |
| 用 | yòng | to use; to make use of; to employ; (coverb) with; using; to need; to have to (usu. used in the negative or in questions); usefulness; utility; (bound form) expense; outlay; (courte… |
| 我去 | wǒ qù | (slang) what the ...!; oh my god!; that's insane! |
| 世 | Shì | surname Shi |
| 父母 | fù mǔ | father and mother; parents |
| 名字 | míng zi | name (of a person or thing) |
| 存 | cún | to exist; to deposit; to store; to keep; to survive |
| 进去 | jìn qù | to go in |
| 邮 | yóu | post (office); mail |
| 局 | jú | narrow; office; situation; classifier for games: match, set, round etc; cramped; narrow |
| 交 | jiāo | to hand over; to deliver; to pay (money); to turn over; to make friends; (of lines) to intersect; variant of 跤[jiao1] |
| 即可 | jí kě | equivalent to 就可以; can then (do sth); can immediately (do sth); (do sth) and that will suffice |
| 注 | zhù | (bound form) to pour into; to flow into; to inject; (bound form) to focus (one's spirit, gaze etc) on a single point; to concentrate; (bound form) stake (in gambling); classifier f…; to annotate; to provide explanatory notes on a written text; an annotation; an explanatory note; (bound form) to put on record; to register |
| 册 | cě | book; classifier for books |
| 入学 | rù xué | to enter a school or college; to go to school for the first time as a child |
| 须 | xū | must; to have to; to wait; beard; mustache; feeler (of an insect etc); tassel |
| 考试 | kǎo shì | to take an exam; exam; CL:次[ci4] |
| 函 | hán | envelope; case; letter; variant of 函[han2] |
| 授 | shǒu | (bound form) to confer; to give; (literary) to appoint |
| 大学 | Dà xué | the Great Learning, one of the Four Books 四書|四书[Si4 shu1] in Confucianism |
| 汇 | huǐ | to remit; to exchange |
| 报 | bào | to report; to inform; to announce; to respond; to reply; to sign up for; to register for (abbr. for 報名|报名[bao4 ming2]); to reward; to recompense; to take revenge; to retaliate; new… |
| 名 | míng | name; noun (part of speech); place (e.g. among winners); famous; classifier for people |
| 款 | kuán | section; funds; classifier for versions or models (of a product) |
| 和 | hé | old variant of 和[he2]; surname He; (literary) harmonious (variant of 和[he2]) |
| 年 | Nián | surname Nian; grain; harvest (old); variant of 年[nian2] |
| 学费 | xué fèi | tuition fee; tuition; CL:個|个[ge4] |
| 专 | zhuan | for a particular person, occasion, purpose; special; particular (to sth); specialized |
| 是 | shì | to be (followed by substantives only); correct; right; true; (respectful acknowledgement of a command) very well; (adverb for emphatic assertion); variant of 是[shi4] |
| 法 | fǎ | variant of 法[fa3]; France; French; abbr. for 法國|法国[Fa3 guo2]; Taiwan pr. [Fa4]; old variant of 法[fa3]; law |
| 律 | Lu:4 | surname Lü |
| 办 | bàn | to take care of (a matter); to deal with (a task, procedure etc); to organize (an event); to establish; to set up; to manage; to run (an enterprise); (law) to handle; to investigat… |
| 完 | wán | to finish; to be over; whole; complete; entire |
| 这些 | zhè xiē | these |
| 一家人 | yī jiā rén | the whole family; (lit. and fig.) members of the same family |
| 太 | tài | highest; greatest; too (much); very; extremely |
| 多 | duō | many; much; more; a lot of; too many; in excess; (after a numeral) ... odd; how (to what extent) (Taiwan pr. [duo2]); (bound form) multi-; poly- |
| 豪华 | háo huá | luxurious |
| 餐厅 | cān tīng | dining hall; dining room; restaurant; CL:間|间[jian1],家[jia1] |
| 午 | wǔ | 7th earthly branch: 11 a.m.-1 p.m., noon, 5th solar month (6th June-6th July), year of the Horse; ancient Chinese compass point: 180° (south) |
| 饭 | fàn | cooked rice; CL:碗[wan3]; meal; CL:頓|顿[dun4]; (loanword) fan; devotee |
| 家 | jiā | used in 傢伙|家伙[jia1 huo5] and 傢俱|家俱[jia1 ju4]; home; family; (polite) my (sister, uncle etc); classifier for families or businesses; refers to the philosophical schools of pre-Han China; noun suffix for a specialist in some act… |
| 菜 | cài | vegetable; greens (CL:棵[ke1]); dish (of food) (CL:樣|样[yang4],道[dao4],盤|盘[pan2]); (of one's skills etc) weak; poor; (coll.) (one's) type |
| 做 | zuò | to make; to produce; to write; to compose; to do; to engage in; to hold (a party etc); (of a person) to be (an intermediary, a good student etc); to become (husband and wife, frien… |
| 讲 | jiǎng | to speak; to explain; to negotiate; to emphasize; to be particular about; as far as sth is concerned; speech; lecture |
| 究 | jīu | after all; to investigate; to study carefully; Taiwan pr. [jiu4] |
| 漂 | piāo | to float; to drift |
| 亮 | liàng | bright; light; to shine; to flash; loud and clear; to show (one's passport etc); to make public (one's views etc) |
| 图 | tú | diagram; picture; drawing; chart; map; CL:張|张[zhang1]; to plan; to scheme; to attempt; to pursue; to seek |
| 案 | ǎn | (legal) case; record; table |
| 喝 | hē | to drink; variant of 嗬[he1] |
| 不少 | bù shǎo | many; quite a few; a good number of |
| 红酒 | hóng jǐu | red wine |
| 几个 | jǐ ge | a few; several; how many |
| 浇 | jiao | to pour liquid; to water; to mold |
| 汁 | zhi | juice |
| 冰 | bīng | ice; CL:塊|块[kuai4]; to chill sth; (of an object or substance) to feel cold; (of a person) cold; unfriendly; (slang) methamphetamine; variant of 冰[bing1] |
| 淇 | ||
| 淋 | līn | to sprinkle; to pour |
| 下 | xià | down; downwards; below; lower; later; next (week etc); second (of two parts); to decline; to go down; to arrive at (a decision, conclusion etc); measure word to show the frequency … |
| 才 | cái | ability; talent; sb of a certain type; a capable individual; then and only then; just now; (before an expression of quantity) only; (emphatic, esp. in contrast or correction) reall…; (variant of 才[cai2]) just now; (variant of 才[cai2]) (before an expression of quantity) only |
| 亭 | tíng | pavilion; booth; kiosk; erect |
| 买 | mǎi | to buy; to purchase |
| 当天 | dāng tiān | on that day |
| 所有 | suǒ yǒu | all; to have; to possess; to own |
| 日 | rì | (bound form) sun; day; day of the month; (bound form) Japan (abbr. for 日本[Ri4 ben3]); (vulgar) to fuck; to have sex with |
| 晚 | wǎn | evening; night; late |
| 长 | cháng | long; (bound form) length; (bound form) strong point; forte; (bound form) to be good at; (literary) surplus; spare (Taiwan pr. [zhang4]) |
| 途 | tū | way; road |
| 排 | pái | to arrange in order; to line up; to exclude; to eliminate; to repel; to expel; to discharge; (literary) to push aside; to force open; to rehearse; row; line; platoon; (bound form) … |
| 椅 | yǐ | chair |
| 细细 | xì xì | attentive; careful |
| 测 | cě | to survey; to conjecture |
| 览 | lǎn | to look at; to view; to read |
| 黄昏 | huáng hūn | dusk; evening; nightfall |
| 时 | shí | old variant of 時|时[shi2]; surname Shi |
| 家里 | jiā lǐ | home |
| 方 | Fāng | surname Fang |
| 聊 | liāo | (coll.) to chat; (literary) somewhat; slightly |
| 正 | zhēng | first month of the lunar year |
| 卫 | Wèi | surname Wei; vassal state during the Zhou Dynasty (1066–221 BC), located in present-day Henan and Hebei Provinces |
| 宁 | nīng | peaceful; tranquil |
| 围棋 | wéi qí | the game of Go |
| 一早 | yī zǎo | early in the morning; at dawn |
| 天 | tiān | day; sky; heaven |
| 棋 | qí | variant of 棋[qi2]; chess; chess-like game; a game of chess; CL:盤|盘[pan2]; chess piece; CL:個|个[ge4],顆|颗[ke1] |
| 四 | sì | four; 4 |
| 胜 | shèng | victory; success; to beat; to defeat; to surpass; victorious; superior to; to get the better of; better than; surpassing; superb (of vista); beautiful (scenery); wonderful (view); … |
| 负 | fù | to bear; to carry (on one's back); to turn one's back on; to be defeated; negative (math. etc) |
| 晚上 | wǎn shang | evening; night; CL:個|个[ge4]; in the evening |
| 准备 | zhǔn bèi | preparation; to prepare; to intend; to be about to; reserve (fund) |
| 凑 | cǒu | to gather together, pool or collect; to move close to |
| 撞 | zhuǎng | to knock against; to run into |
| 麻将 | má jiàng | mahjong; CL:局[ju2],副[fu4] |
| 告 | gào | (bound form) to say; to tell; to announce; to report; to denounce; to file a lawsuit; to sue |
| 诉 | sù | variant of 訴|诉[su4]; to complain; to sue; to tell |
| 晚点 | wǎn diǎn | (of trains etc) late; delayed; behind schedule; light dinner |
| 回去 | huí qu | to return; to go back |
| 挂 | guà | to hang; to suspend (from a hook etc); to hang up (the phone); (of a line) to be dead; to be worried; to be concerned; (dialect) to make a phone call; to register (at a hospital); … |
| 暮 | mù | evening; sunset |
| 春 | chūn | old variant of 春[chun1]; surname Chun |
| 时节 | shí jié | season; time |
| 树木 | shù mù | tree |
| 草地 | cǎo dì | lawn; meadow; sod; turf; CL:片[pian4] |
| 绿 | lù | used in names |
| 遍 | biàn | variant of 遍[bian4]; everywhere; all over; classifier for actions: one time |
| 花 | Huā | surname Hua; old variant of 花[hua1]; variant of 花[hua1]; flower; blossom; also pr. [wei3] |
| 丛 | cōng | cluster; collection of books |
| 怒放 | nù fàng | in full bloom |
| 走进 | zǒu jìn | to enter; to step into |
| 晚间 | wǎn jiān | evening; night |
| 音 | yīn | sound; noise; note (of musical scale); tone; news; syllable; reading (phonetic value of a character) |
| 乐 | Lè | surname Le |
| 会 | huì | can; to have the skill; to know how to; to be likely to; to be sure to; to meet; to get together; meeting; gathering; (suffix) union; group; association; (bound form) a moment (Tai… |
| 公园 | gōng yuán | park (for public recreation); CL:座[zuo4] |
| 退 | tuì | to retreat; to withdraw; to reject; to return (sth); to decline |
| 票 | piào | ticket; ballot; banknote; CL:張|张[zhang1]; person held for ransom; amateur performance of Chinese opera; classifier for groups, batches, business transactions |
| 老人 | lǎo rén | old man or woman; the elderly; one's aged parents or grandparents |
| 送 | sòng | to send; to deliver; to transmit; to give (as a present); to see (sb) off; to accompany; to go along with |
| 转送 | zhuǎn sòng | to pass (sth) on (to sb else); to transfer sb (to another hospital etc) |
| 一对 | yī duì | couple; pair |
| 只有 | zhǐ yǒu | only have ...; there is only ...; (used in combination with 才[cai2]) it is only if ... (that one can ...) (as in 只有通過治療才能痊愈|只有通过治疗才能痊愈[zhi3 you3 tong1 guo4 zhi4 liao2 cai2 neng2 qu… |
| 青年 | qīng nián | youth; youthful years; young person; the young |
| 伴 | bǎn | partner; companion; comrade; associate |
| 侣 | lv3 | companion |
| 坚决 | jiān jué | firm; resolute; determined |
| 加 | Jiā | Canada (abbr. for 加拿大[Jia1 na2 da4]); surname Jia |
| 倍 | bèi | (two, three etc) -fold; times (multiplier); double; to increase or multiply |
| 高大 | gāo dà | tall; lofty; towering |
| 油 | yóu | oil; fat; grease; petroleum; to apply tung oil, paint or varnish; oily; greasy; glib; cunning |
| 漆 | ||
| 落 | là | to leave out; to be missing; to leave behind or forget to bring; to lag or fall behind |
| 廊 | láng | corridor; veranda; porch |
| 柱 | zhǔ | pillar |
| 间 | jiān | between; among; within a definite time or space; room; section of a room or lateral space between two pairs of pillars; classifier for rooms |
| 美 | Měi | (bound form) the Americas (abbr. for 美洲[Mei3 zhou1]); (bound form) USA (abbr. for 美國|美国[Mei3 guo2]) |
| 丽 | lǐ | used in place names, notably 高麗|高丽[Gao1 li2] and 麗水|丽水[Li2 shui3] |
| 少女 | shào nu:3 | girl; young lady |
| 以 | yǐ | old variant of 以[yi3]; abbr. for Israel 以色列[Yi3 se4 lie4] |
| 汉白玉 | hàn bái yù | white marble; a type of white marble used for building and sculpting |
| 石台 | Shí tái | see 石台縣|石台县[Shi2 tai2 Xian4] |
| 看书 | kàn shū | to read; to study |
| 悬 | xuān | to hang or suspend; public announcement; baseless |
| 空中 | kōng zhōng | in the sky; in the air |
| 条 | tiáo | strip; item; article; clause (of law or treaty); classifier for long thin things (ribbon, river, road, trousers etc) |
| 腿 | tuǐ | leg; CL:條|条[tiao2]; hip bone; old variant of 腿[tui3] |
| 互相 | hù xiāng | each other; mutually; mutual |
| 勾 | gou | to hook; to cancel; to delineate; to arouse; surname Gou |
| 脚 | jiǎo | foot; leg (of an animal or an object); base (of an object); CL:雙|双[shuang1],隻|只[zhi1]; classifier for kicks |
| 翘 | qiáo | outstanding; to raise |
| 一手 | yī shǒu | a skill; mastery of a trade; by oneself; without outside help |
| 棒 | bǎng | excellent, amazing |
| 书 | Shū | abbr. for 書經|书经[Shu1 jing1] |
| 身 | shēn | body; life; oneself; personally; one's morality and conduct; the main part of a structure or body; pregnant; classifier for sets of clothes: suit, twinset; Kangxi radical 158 |
| 旁 | páng | one side; other; different; lateral component of a Chinese character (such as 刂[dao1], 亻[ren2] etc) |
| 袋 | dài | pouch; bag; sack; pocket |
| 中 | Zhōng | (bound form) China; Chinese; surname Zhong |
| 抓 | zhua | to grab; to arrest; to scratch |
| 瓜子 | guā zǐ | melon seed; seeds of pumpkin, watermelon or sunflower etc, roasted and flavored, consumed as a snack |
| 磕 | ke | to tap; to knock (against sth hard); (esp.) to knock (mud from boots, ash from a pipe etc) |
| 吐 | tú | to spit; to say |
| 皮儿 | pí r | wrapper; cover |
| 拢 | lóng | to gather together; to collect; to add; to sum up |
| 成 | Chéng | surname Cheng; short name for Chengdu 成都[Cheng2 du1] |
| 一堆 | yī duī | pile; heap; a lot of; a bunch of |
| 哼 | heng | to groan; to hum; humph! |
| 歌 | gē | song (CL:首[shou3],支[zhi1]); (bound form) to sing; variant of 歌[ge1] |
| 间或 | jiàn huò | occasionally; now and then |
| 翻 | fān | to turn over; to flip over; to overturn; to rummage through; to translate; to decode; to double; to climb over or into; to cross; variant of 翻[fan1] |
| 页 | xié | head |
| 悠 | you | long or drawn out; leisurely; pensive |
| 闲 | xián | enclosure; (variant of 閒|闲[xian2]) idle; unoccupied; leisure; idle; unoccupied; leisure |
| 楚 | Chǔ | surname Chu; abbr. for Hubei 湖北省[Hu2 bei3 Sheng3] and Hunan 湖南省[Hu2 nan2 Sheng3] provinces together; Chinese kingdom during the Spring and Autumn and Warring States Periods (722–22… |
| 动人 | dòng rén | touching; moving |
| 悄 | qiao | used in 悄悄[qiao1 qiao1] |
| 踮 | ||
| 本 | běn | (bound form) root; stem; (bound form) origin; source; (bound form) one's own; this; (bound form) this; the current (year etc); (bound form) original; (bound form) inherent; origina… |
| 使 | shǐ | to make; to cause; to enable; to use; to employ; to send; to instruct sb to do sth; envoy; messenger |
| 入 | rù | to enter; to go into; to join; to become a member of; (bound form) to conform to (as in 入時|入时[ru4 shi2]); abbr. for 入聲|入声[ru4 sheng1]; (on product packaging, after {number n} + {cl… |
| 迷 | mī | to bewilder; fan; lost |
| 很 | hěn | very; quite; (also, often used before an adjective without intensifying its meaning, i.e. as a meaningless syntactic element) |
| 深 | shēn | old variant of 深[shen1]; (lit. and fig.) deep |
| 奥 | Aò | (bound form) Austria (abbr. for 奧地利|奥地利[Ao4 di4 li4]); (bound form) Olympics (abbr. for 奧林匹克|奥林匹克[Ao4 lin2 pi3 ke4]) |
| 文 | Wén | surname Wen |
| 艺 | yì | skill; art |
| 理论 | lǐ lùn | theory; CL:個|个[ge4]; to argue; to take notice of |
| 著作 | zhù zuò | to write; literary work; book; article; writings; CL:部[bu4] |
| 目 | mù | eye; (literary) to look; to regard; eye (of a net); mesh; mesh size; grit size (abbr. for 目數|目数[mu4 shu4]); item; section; list; catalogue; (taxonomy) order; name; title |
| 十 | shí | ten; 10 |
| 行 | háng | (bound form) row; line; (bound form) line of business; trade; profession; (bound form) commercial firm; (bound form) to rank (first, second etc) among one's siblings (by age); (in … |
| 一会儿 | yī huì r | a moment; a while; in a moment; now...now...; also pr. [yi1 hui3 r5] |
| 索 | suó | rope; to search for; to demand; to exact; to reduce; surname Suo |
| 无 | mó | used in 南無|南无[na1 mo2] |
| 味 | wěi | taste; (fig.) (noun suffix) feel; sense |
| 正要 | zhèng yào | to be just about to; to be on the point of |
| 转身 | zhuǎn shēn | (of a person) to turn round; to face about; (of a widow) to remarry (archaic) |
| 走开 | zǒu kāi | to leave; to walk away; to beat it; to move aside |
| 忽 | Hū | surname Hu |
| 听 | yǐn | smile (archaic); to listen to; to hear; to heed; to obey; a can (loanword from English "tin"); classifier for canned beverages; to let be; to allow (Taiwan pr. [ting4]); (literary) to administer; t… |
| 女孩 | nu:3 hái | girl; lass |
| 懂 | dǒng | to understand; to comprehend |
| 仰 | yáng | to look up; to admire; to rely on; to face upward; surname Yang |
| 吟 | ||
| 望 | wàng | full moon; to hope; to expect; to visit; to gaze (into the distance); to look towards; towards; 15th day of month (lunar calendar); old variant of 望[wang4] |
| 红 | Hóng | surname Hong |
| 不知 | bù zhī | not to know; unaware; unknowingly; fig. not to admit (defeat, hardships, tiredness etc) |
| 措 | cuǒ | to handle; to put in order; to administer; to take action on |
| 因为 | yīn wèi | because; owing to; on account of |
| 还 | Huán | surname Huan |
| 片刻 | piàn kè | short period of time; a moment |
| 镇 | zhěn | to press down; to subdue; to guard; small town |
| 静 | jìng | still; calm; quiet; not moving |
| 就是 | jìu shì | exactly; precisely; only; simply; just; (used correlatively with 也[ye3]) even; even if |
| 学生 | xué sheng | student; schoolchild |
| 这会儿 | zhè huì r | (coll.) now; this moment; also pr. [zhe4 hui3 r5] |
| 司 | Sī | surname Si |
| 有点 | yǒu diǎn | a little |
| 装 | zhuāng | adornment; to adorn; dress; clothing; costume (of an actor in a play); to play a role; to pretend; to install; to fix; to wrap (sth in a bag); to load; to pack |
| 模 | mō | to imitate; norm |
| 作 | zuō | (bound form) worker; (bound form) workshop; (slang) troublesome; high-maintenance (person) |
| 样 | yàng | manner; pattern; way; appearance; shape; classifier: kind, type |
| 这儿 | zhè r | here |
| 一下 | yī xià | (after a verb) a bit; a little (indicating brief duration, or softening the tone, or suggesting giving sth a try); all at once; suddenly |
| 你 | nǐ | you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2]); you (Note: In Taiwan, 妳 is used to address females, but in mainland China, it is not commonly used. Instead, 你 is used to address both males and females.) |
| 瞧 | qiáo | to look at; to see; to see (a doctor); to visit |
| 多少 | duō shǎo | number; amount; somewhat |
| 快 | kuài | rapid; quick; speed; rate; soon; almost; to make haste; clever; sharp (of knives or wits); forthright; plainspoken; gratified; pleased; pleasant |
| 速 | sǔ | fast; quick |
| 数 | shǔ | to count; to count as; to regard as; to enumerate; to list |
| 捻 | ||
| 捏 | nie | to hold between the thumb and fingers; to mold (using the fingers); to join together |
| 厚 | hòu | thick; deep or profound; kind; generous; rich or strong in flavor; to favor; to stress |
| 迭 | ||
| 联想 | Lián xiǎng | Lenovo |
| 内容 | nèi róng | content; substance; details; CL:項|项[xiang4] |
| 怀 | huāi | bosom; heart; to cherish; to carry (in the mind or womb); surname Huai |
| 疑 | yí | (bound form) to doubt; to suspect |
| 问 | wèn | to ask; to inquire |
| 这么 | zhè me | so much; this much; how much?; this way; like this |
| 呗 | ||
| 得 | dé | to obtain; to get; to gain; to catch (a disease); proper; suitable; proud; contented; to allow; to permit; ready; finished |
| 撂 | ||
| 一旁 | yī páng | aside; to the side of |
| 有事 | yǒu shì | to be occupied with sth; to have sth on one's mind; there is something the matter |
| 吗 | má | (coll.) what? |
| 旁边 | páng biān | side; adjacent place |
| 推 | tuī | to push; to cut; to refuse; to reject; to decline; to shirk (responsibility); to put off; to delay; to push forward; to nominate; to elect; massage |
| 不大 | bù dà | not very (clear, far away etc); not too; not often; infrequently |
| 皮 | Pí | surname Pi |
| 瓤 | ráng | pulp (of fruit); sth inside a covering; bad; weak |
| 唾 | tuǒ | saliva |
| 液 | yě | (bound form) a liquid |
| 塌 | ta | to collapse; to settle down |
| 糊 | hū | to paste; to stick; paste; muddled; scorched (in 糊了) |
| 涂 | tū | to apply (paint etc); to daub; to scribble; (literary) mud |
| 示 | shì | to show; to reveal |
| 范 | fǎn | pattern; example |
| 性 | xǐng | nature; property; attribute; sex; suffix forming adjective from verb; essence |
| 洁 | jiē | clean |
| 白 | Bái | surname Bai; Bai ethnic group |
| 贝齿 | bèi chǐ | pearly white teeth; cowry |
| 闪 | shán | to flash; to dodge; to sidestep; to sprain; a lightning flash |
| 意 | yì | (bound form) idea; thought; meaning; sense; (bound form) intention; feeling; inclination; state of mind; (bound form) Italy (abbr. for 意大利[Yi4 da4 li4]) |
| 识 | shí | to know; knowledge; Taiwan pr. [shi4] |
| 闭 | bì | to close; to stop up; to shut; to obstruct |
| 紧 | jǐn | tight; strict; close at hand; near; urgent; tense; hard up; short of money; to tighten |
| 自己 | zì jǐ | oneself; (attributive) one's own |
| 被 | bèi | quilt; to cover (with); (literary) to suffer (a misfortune); used to indicate passive voice (placed before the doer of the action like "by" in English passive-voice sentences, or, … |
| 熏 | xun | to smoke; to assail the nostrils |
| 黑 | Hēi | short name for Heilongjiang 黑龍江|黑龙江[Hei1 long2 jiang1] |
| 黄 | Huáng | surname Huang or Hwang |
| 牙齿 | yá chǐ | tooth; dental; CL:顆|颗[ke1] |
| 倒 | dǎo | to fall; to collapse; to lie horizontally; to fail; to go bankrupt; to overthrow; to change (trains or buses); to move around; to resell at a profit |
| 晃 | huáng | to sway; to shake; to flash past (huang4); to dazzle (huang3) |
| 四处 | sì chù | all over the place; everywhere and all directions |
| 张望 | zhāng wàng | to look around; to peep (through a crack); to peer at; to throw a look at |
| 哪 | nǎ | how; which |
| 学校 | xué xiào | school; CL:所[suo3] |
| 里面 | lǐ miàn | variant of 裡面|里面[li3 mian4] |
| 毛衣 | máo yī | (wool) sweater; CL:件[jian4] |
| 别 | Bié | surname Bie; to make sb change their ways, opinions etc |
| 枚 | mēi | (classifier for badges, coins, needles); a stalk; to pick |
| 校 | jiào | to check; to collate; to proofread |
| 徽 | ||
| 龇 | ||
| 齿 | chǐ | (bound form) tooth; (bound form) to regard as worthy of mention |
| 咬 | yáo | to bite |
| 这就 | zhè jìu | immediately; at once |
| 叫 | jiào | to shout; to call; to order; to ask; to be called; by (indicates agent in the passive mood); variant of 叫[jiao4] |
| 瓷 | cí | chinaware; porcelain; china |
| 下边 | xià bian | under; the underside; below |
| 该 | gāi | should; ought to; probably; must be; to deserve; to owe; to be sb's turn to do sth; that; the above-mentioned |
| 挨 | ai | in order; in sequence |
| 如何 | rú hé | how; what way; what |
| 近 | jìn | near; close to; approximately |
| 没准 | méi zhǔn | not sure; maybe |
| 天天 | tiān tiān | every day |
| 能 | Néng | surname Neng |
| 碰见 | pèng jiàn | to run into; to meet (unexpectedly); to bump into |
| 象 | xiàng | elephant; CL:隻|只[zhi1]; shape; form; appearance; to imitate |
| 劳改 | láo gǎi | abbr. for 勞動改造|劳动改造[lao2 dong4 gai3 zao4]; reform through labor; laogai (prison camp) |
| 释放 | shì fàng | to release (a prisoner); to set free; to release (energy, gas, resources); to express (emotions, goodwill, intentions) |
| 犯 | fàn | to violate; to offend; to assault; criminal; crime; to make a mistake; recurrence (of mistake or sth bad) |
| 现 | xiàn | to appear; present; now; existing; current |
| 靠 | kào | to lean against or on; to stand by the side of; to come near to; to depend on; to trust; to fuck (vulgar); traditional military costume drama where the performers wear armor (old) |
| 敲 | qiāo | to hit; to strike; to tap; to rap; to knock; to rip sb off; to overcharge |
| 诈 | zhǎ | to cheat; to pretend; to draw sb out |
| 勒 | lè | (literary) bridle; halter; headstall; to rein in; to compel; to force; (literary) to carve; to engrave; (literary) to command; to lead (an army etc); (physics) lux (abbr. for 勒克斯[l… |
| 为生 | wéi shēng | to make a living |
| 才不 | cái bù | by no means; definitely not; as if!; yeah right! |
| 呢 | ne | (sentence-final particle) used in questions to link back to prior discourse or context ("what about...?", "and...?"); (sentence-final particle) indicating that a state or situation… |
| 尖 | jiān | pointed; tapering; sharp; (of a sound) shrill; piercing; (of one's hearing, sight etc) sharp; acute; keen; to make (one's voice) shrill; sharp point; tip; the best of sth; the crea… |
| 似 | shǐ | used in 似的[shi4 de5] |
| 乎 | hu | (classical particle similar to 於|于[yu2]) in; from; than |
| 那儿 | nà r | there |
| 有 | yǒu | to have; there is; (bound form) having; with; -ful; -ed; -al (as in 有意[you3 yi4] intentional) |
| 好玩 | hǎo wán | amusing; fun; interesting |
| 可笑 | kě xiào | funny; ridiculous |
| 谓 | wěi | to say; to call; to be called; meaning; so-called |
| 半天 | bàn tiān | half of the day; a long time; quite a while; midair; CL:個|个[ge4] |
| 说话 | shuō huà | to speak; to say; to talk; to gossip; to tell stories; talk; word |
| 只是 | zhǐ shì | merely; only; just; nothing but; simply; but; however |
| 滋 | zi | to grow; to increase; juice; (dialect) to spout |
| 天边 | tiān biān | horizon; ends of the earth; remotest places |
| 夕阳 | xī yáng | sunset; the setting sun |
| 消 | xiāo | to diminish; to subside; to consume; to reduce; to idle away (the time); (after 不[bu4] or 只[zhi3] or 何[he2] etc) to need; to require; to take |
| 逝 | shǐ | (of flowing water or time) to pass by |
| 迅 | xǔn | rapid |
| 即 | jí | namely; that is; i.e.; prompt; at once; at present; even if; prompted (by the occasion); to approach; to come into contact; to assume (office); to draw near |
| 黯 | ||
| 淡 | dǎn | insipid; weak; light in color; indifferent |
| 失 | shī | to lose; to miss; to fail |
| 瑰 | ||
| 云彩 | yún cai | (coll.) cloud; CL:朵[duo3] |
| 块 | kuài | lump; chunk; piece; classifier for pieces of cloth, cake, soap etc; (coll.) classifier for money and currency units |
| 云 | yún | (classical) to say; surname Yun; short name for Yunnan 雲南|云南[Yun2 nan2] |
| 马克思 | Mǎ kè sī | Marx (name); Karl Marx (1818-1883), German revolutionary, economist and historian |
| 海盗 | hǎi dào | pirate |
| 多大 | duō dà | how old?; how big?; how much?; so big; that much |
| 转 | zhuǎi | see 轉文|转文[zhuai3 wen2] |
| 头 | tóu | head; hair style; the top; end; beginning or end; a stub; remnant; chief; boss; side; aspect; first; leading; classifier for pigs or livestock; CL:個|个[ge4] |
| 仔 | zái | careful (in 仔细); young (of animals, in 仔猪); a child (dialect, zai3) |
| 打量 | dǎ liang | to size sb up; to look sb up and down; to take the measure of; to suppose; to reckon |
| 过去 | guò qù | (in the) past; former; previous; to go over; to pass by |
| 怎 | zěn | how |
| 跟 | gēn | heel; to follow closely; to go with; (of a woman) to marry sb; with; compared with; to; towards; and (joining two nouns) |
| 接触 | jiē chù | to touch; to contact; access; in touch with |
| 面 | miàn | face; side; surface; aspect; top; classifier for objects with flat surfaces such as drums, mirrors, flags etc; variant of 麵|面[mian4]; flour; noodles; (of food) soft (not crunchy); (slang) (of a person) ineffectual; spineless |
| 改 | gǎi | to change; to alter; to transform; to correct |
| 声 | shēng | sound; voice; tone; noise; reputation; classifier for sounds |
| 色 | sè | color; CL:種|种[zhong3]; look; appearance; sex |
| 心 | xīn | heart; mind; intention; center; core; CL:顆|颗[ke1],個|个[ge4] |
| 跳 | tiào | to jump; to hop; to skip over; to bounce; to palpitate |
| 骗 | piàn | to cheat; to swindle; to deceive; to get on (a horse etc) by swinging one leg over |
| 早 | zǎo | early; morning; Good morning!; long ago; prematurely |
| 看出 | kàn chū | to make out; to see |
| 小 | xiǎo | small; tiny; few; young |
| 男孩 | nán hái | boy |
| 刚才 | gāng cái | just now; a moment ago |
| 看见 | kàn jiàn | to see; to catch sight of |
| 远远 | yuǎn yuǎn | distant; by far |
| 想 | xiǎng | to think (about); to think of; to devise; to think (that); to believe (that); to desire; to want (to); to miss (feel wistful about the absence of) |
| 搭 | da | to put up; to hang (clothes on a pole); to join; to match; to throw in (resources) |
| 讪 | ||
| 胆 | dán | gall bladder; guts; inner container (e.g. bladder of a football, inner container of a thermos) |
| 怯 | qiě | timid; rustic |
| 怕 | Pà | surname Pa |
| 臊 | ||
| 顿 | dùn | to stop; to pause; to arrange; to lay out; to kowtow; to stamp (one's foot); at once; classifier for meals, beatings, scoldings etc: time, bout, spell, meal |
| 是不是 | shì bu shì | is or is not (used to form yes-no questions) |
| 百 | Bǎi | surname Bai |
| 多个 | duō ge | many; multiple; multi- (faceted, ethnic etc) |
| 女的 | nu:3 de | woman |
| 觉 | jiào | a nap; a sleep; CL:場|场[chang2] |
| 放声 | fàng shēng | very loudly; at the top of one's voice |
| 那么 | nà me | like that; in that way; to that extent; (before a number) ... or so; about ...; then; in that case |
| 肆 | sì | four (banker's anti-fraud numeral); unrestrained; wanton; (literary) shop |
| 忌 | jì | to be jealous of; fear; dread; scruple; to avoid or abstain from; to quit; to give up sth |
| 惮 | dǎn | dread; dislike |
| 开心 | kāi xīn | to feel happy; to rejoice; to have a great time; to make fun of sb |
| 傻 | shá | foolish |
| 丫 | ||
| 悻 | ||
| 一眼 | yī yǎn | a glance; a quick look; a glimpse |
| 别说 | bié shuō | to say nothing of; not to mention; let alone |
| 实话 | shí huà | truth |
| 已经 | yǐ jīng | already |
| 谈 | Tán | surname Tan |
| 一年多 | yī nián duō | more than a year |
| 恋 | liǎn | to feel attached to; to love |
| 爱 | ài | to love; to be fond of; to like; affection; to be inclined (to do sth); to tend to (happen) |
| 几分 | jǐ fēn | somewhat; a bit |
| 得意 | dé yì | proud of oneself; pleased with oneself; complacent |
| 冒 | mào | old variant of 冒[mao4]; surname Mao |
| 同学 | tóng xué | to study at the same school; fellow student; classmate; CL:位[wei4],個|个[ge4] |
| 学生会 | xué sheng huì | student union |
| 干部 | gàn bù | cadre; official; officer; manager |
| 练 | liàn | to practice; to train; to drill; to perfect (one's skill); exercise; (literary) white silk; to boil and scour raw silk |
| 这种 | zhè zhǒng | this kind of |
| 只 | zhī | variant of 隻|只[zhi1]; variant of 只[zhi3]; grain that has begun to ripen; classifier for birds and certain animals, one of a pair, some utensils, vessels etc |
| 爸爸 | bà ba | (coll.) father; dad; CL:位[wei4] |
| 妈妈 | mā ma | mama; mommy; mother; CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4] |
| 吻 | wén | kiss; mouth |
| 毛 | Máo | surname Mao |
| 配 | pèi | to join; to fit; to mate; to mix; to match; to deserve; to make up (a prescription); to allocate |
| 要是 | yào shi | (coll.) if |
| 敢 | gǎn | to dare; daring; (polite) may I venture |
| 微笑 | wēi xiào | smile; CL:個|个[ge4],絲|丝[si1]; to smile |
| 天色 | tiān sè | color of the sky; time of day, as indicated by the color of the sky; weather |
| 暗 | àn | variant of 暗[an4]; dark; to turn dark; secret; hidden; (literary) confused; ignorant; (literary) to close (a door); to eclipse; confused; ignorant (variant of 暗[an4]); dark (variant of 暗[an4]) |
| 察 | Chá | short name for Chahar Province 察哈爾|察哈尔[Cha2 ha1 er3]; variant of 察[cha2] |
| 觉得 | jué de | to think that ...; to feel that ...; to feel (uncomfortable etc) |
| 尊重 | zūn zhòng | to esteem; to respect; to honor; to value; eminent; serious; proper |
| 哧 | ||
| 嘁 | ||
| 咱 | zán | variant of 咱[zan2]; see 咱[zan2] |
| 甭 | béng | contracted form of 不用[bu4 yong4] |
| 闷 | mēn | stuffy; shut indoors; to smother; to cover tightly |
| 吭 | ||
| 吹 | chuī | to blow; to play a wind instrument; to blast; to puff; to boast; to brag; to end in failure; to fall through |
| 口 | kǒu | mouth; classifier for things with mouths (people, domestic animals, cannons, wells etc); classifier for bites or mouthfuls |
| 哨 | ||
| 叼 | diao | to hold with one's mouth (as a smoker with a cigarette or a dog with a bone) |
| 盒 | hé | small box; case |
| 递 | dǐ | to hand over; to pass on; to deliver |
| 摇 | yāo | to shake; to wave; to rock; to sway |
| 完了 | wán le | to be finished; to be done for; ruined; gone to the dogs; oh no |
| 不是 | bù shì | no; is not; not |
| 取笑 | qǔ xiào | to tease; to make fun of |
| 光 | guāng | light; ray (CL:道[dao4]); bright; shiny; only; merely; used up; finished; to leave (a part of the body) uncovered |
| 化日 | huà rì | sunlight; daytime |
| 之下 | zhī xià | under; beneath; less than |
| 不会 | bù huì | improbable; unlikely; will not (act, happen etc); not able; not having learned to do sth; (coll.) (Tw) don't mention it; not at all |
| 髦 | māo | bang (hair); mane |
| 半 | bàn | half; semi-; incomplete; (after a number) and a half |
| 截 | jiē | to cut off (a length); to intercept; chunk |
| 劲 | jìn | strength; energy; enthusiasm; spirit; mood; expression; interest; CL:把[ba3]; Taiwan pr. [jing4] |
| 不服 | bù fú | not to accept sth; to want to have sth overruled or changed; to refuse to obey or comply; to refuse to accept as final; to remain unconvinced by; not to give in to |
| 一口 | yī kǒu | readily; flatly (deny, admit and so on); a mouthful; a bite |
| 全 | Quán | surname Quan |
| 出去 | chū qù | to go out |
| 伸 | shen | to stretch |
| 胳 | ge | arm (in 胳膊) |
| 膊 | bō | shoulder |
| 肩 | jiān | shoulder; to shoulder (responsibilities etc) |
| 哆 | ||
| 嗦 | ||
| 并 | bìng | and; furthermore; also; together with; (not) at all; simultaneously; to combine; to join; to merge; to combine; to amalgamate; short name for Taiyuan 太原[Tai4 yuan2]; variant of 並|并[bing4] |
| 拒 | jǔ | to resist; to refuse |
| 绝 | jué | to cut short; extinct; to disappear; to vanish; absolutely; by no means; variant of 絕|绝[jue2] |
| 搂 | ||
| 咫 | ||
| 尺 | chě | one of the characters used to represent a musical note in gongche notation, 工尺譜|工尺谱[gong1 che3 pu3] |
| 看看 | kàn kan | to take a look at; to examine; to survey; (coll.) pretty soon |
| 拔 | bā | to pull up; to draw out by suction; to pick; to surpass |
| 掉 | diào | to fall; to drop; to lag behind; to lose; to go missing; to reduce; fall (in prices); to lose (value, weight etc); to wag; to swing; to turn; to change; to exchange; to swap; to sh… |
| 强 | qiāng | strong; powerful; vigorous; better; to force (qiang3); stubborn (jiang4); surname Qiang |
| 有点儿 | yǒu diǎn r | slightly; a little; somewhat |
| 信 | xìn | letter; mail; CL:封[feng1]; to trust; to believe; to profess faith in; truthful; confidence; trust; at will; at random |
| 女人 | nu:3 rén | woman |
| 干吗 | gàn má | variant of 幹嘛|干嘛[gan4 ma2] |
| 应 | Yīng | surname Ying; Taiwan pr. [Ying4] |
| 知道 | zhī dào | to know; to become aware of; also pr. [zhi1dao5] |
| 外号 | wài hào | nickname |
| 老 | lǎo | prefix used before the surname of a person or a numeral indicating the order of birth of the children in a family or to indicate affection or familiarity; old (of people); venerabl… |
| 枪 | qiāng | gun; spear |
| 听到 | tīng dào | to hear |
| 完全 | wán quán | complete; whole; totally; entirely |
| 收 | shōu | to receive; to accept; to collect; to put away; to restrain; to stop; in care of (used on address line after name) |
| 拾 | shè | to ascend in light steps |
| 声音 | shēng yīn | sound; voice |
| 恶 | ě | used in 惡心|恶心[e3 xin1] |
| 害怕 | hài pà | to be afraid; to be scared |
| 站起 | zhàn qǐ | to get up on hind legs (esp. of horse); to stand; to spring up |
| 儿 | ér | child; son |
| 亮晶晶 | liàng jīng jīng | gleaming; glistening |
| 眼睛 | yǎn jing | eye; CL:隻|只[zhi1],雙|双[shuang1] |
| 黑暗 | hēi àn | dark; darkly; darkness |
| 烁 | shuǒ | bright |
| 啊 | ā | interjection of surprise; Ah!; Oh! |
| 哈 | Hā | abbr. for 哈薩克斯坦|哈萨克斯坦[Ha1 sa4 ke4 si1 tan3], Kazakhstan; abbr. for 哈爾濱|哈尔滨[Ha1 er3 bin1], Harbin |
| 以为 | yǐ wéi | to think; to believe (often with the implication that the belief is mistaken – unless referring to one's own current belief) |
| 始 | shǐ | to begin; to start; then; only then |
| 终 | zhong | end |
| 不同 | bù tóng | different; distinct; not the same; not alike |
| 凡响 | fán xiǎng | ordinary tones; everyday harmony; common chord |
| 闹 | nào | variant of 鬧|闹[nao4]; noisy; cacophonous; to make noise; to disturb; to vent (feelings); to fall ill; to have an attack (of sickness); to go in (for some activity); to joke |
| 俗 | sū | custom; popular; coarse; secular |
| 好 | hǎo | good; appropriate; proper; all right!; (before a verb) easy to; (before a verb) good to; (before an adjective for exclamatory effect) so; (verb complement indicating completion); (… |
| 哎 | ai | hey! |
| 再 | zài | again; once more; re-; further; beyond this point of time; (before an adjective) more; then (after sth, and not until then); no matter how ... (followed by an adjective or verb, an… |
| 见 | jiàn | to see; to meet; to appear (to be sth); to interview; opinion; view |
| 算 | suàn | to calculate; to figure out; to include; to count in; to count; to be valid; to carry weight; to regard as; to consider (to be ...) |
| 眯 | mi | to blind (as with dust) |
I couldn’t fall back to sleep, [so I just] smoked one cigarette after another. Sunlight was spilling at an angle through the thick curtains, and I walked quietly to the window, looking out through the crack in the curtains onto the flow of people and traffic outside, the sun shining brightly on the street, and pulled the curtains firmly shut. I don’t like the early morning, seeing people in their hundreds and thousands rush to work, to school, makes me feel like an isolated shadow. I don’t have anything to do during the day, and no one’s waiting for me, my friends are all asleep. I smoked another five cigarettes, looked at the calendar, then put on my clothes, washed my face and brushed my teeth, and walked out of the apartment where I was staying. I walked past the Peugeot parked at the corner, and walked straight to the bust stop. Even though rush hour was already over, the bus was still pretty packed. One guy who was sitting down got off the bus, and I was just about to sit [in his place], when I saw a young woman carrying a small child, and called her to sit.
“Thank you.” After the young woman sat down, she cutely said to the kid: “Thank the uncle.”
“Thank you uncle.”
I smiled at the kid, and he fished a piece of chocolate wrapped in colored paper out of his pocket, ripped open the packet and was about to stuff it into his mouth, saw me watching him, and held up the chocolate to me.
“No thanks, uncle doesn’t want it.”
“Have it, it’s nothing.”
“No, really, uncle’s got to get off.”
I pushed my way off the bus, walked along the road as far as the next stop, arrived an infirmary and asked for a triplicate invoice, then called an acquaintance to go to the hospital and get some blood drawn in my place. At two [separate] savings banks in the business district I deposited the money I’d gotten last night under my dead parents’ names, then I went to the post office and sent a tuition payment to a correspondence university where you didn’t have to take a test to register, just pay. I registered to major in law. Once I’d finished these things, I went to eat lunch at a fine dining restaurant where there weren’t too many patrons. The food at this restaurant was exquisite. I drank no small measure of wine while looking at the lovely picture [menu], ate a few ice creams drizzled with chocolate sauce, left the restaurant in the afternoon, bought the morning and evening papers at the news stand, and sat on the long-distance call waiting bench in the telegraph office and browsed them thoroughly. I called the house around dusk, Fangfang picked up. We talked for a while, he’d just been playing Go with Weining. Weining had come over earlier, they’d been playing Go all day, he won a few, tied a few and lost a few, and tonight they were planning to get some people together for a Majiang game. I told him I’d be back that night, and hung up the phone.
It was late spring, the trees and grasses had turned green, the flowers bloomed in profusion. I went into a park where they’d organized an evening music event, and waited in line to return my ticket. An old man had given me one ticket, I ended up re-gifting it to a young couple who only had one, refused their offer to make up the difference. Between the huge, green-painted pillars, I saw a beautiful young woman sitting on the marble platform reading a book, her two long legs hanging in the air hooked at the ankles, swinging up [and down]. She was holding a book in one hand, and was picking sunflower seeds out of the bag at her side with the other, the shells she’d spit out had amassed into a pile, she was humming a song, turning a page now and then, leisurely and unrestrained, delicate and lovely. I quietly walked up behind her, and stood on tiptoe to look at the book that had fascinated her so. It was a profound works of literary theory, I skimmed it for bit, [found it] dull and insipid, and I was just about to turn around and leave, when I suddenly heard the girl say:
“You don’t understand it, huh?” she turned up her face, looking at me with a smile.
My face turned red, and I felt at a loss that I [was still capable of] getting embarrassed. After a moment, I settled down, and said: “You’re just a student, sitting here in the park reading is a bit of affectation.”
“I’ve been sitting here all afternoon, look here you, see how much I’ve read.”
She quickly flipped through all the pages she’d read, and I pinched that thick stack, and thinking back on the contents, asked doubtfully, “You read that quickly?”
“I don’t understand it either, but I read it quickly.”
We both smiled. “I’m done reading.” The girl put the book to one side. “You have somewhere to be?” she asked me.
“No,” I said. “No appointments.”
“[Shall we] chat [for a bit]?”
“Let’s chat.”
I sat down next to her, and she pushed the bag of sunflower seeds over to me. I didn’t really know how to crack the sunflower seeds [with my teeth], and [when I tried] spittle went everywhere.
“Watch me.” The girl demonstrated with a single sunflower seed, her pure white teeth flashing, and I subconsciously closed my mouth over my own tobacco smoke-yellowed teeth. But she didn’t notice, swinging her legs in all directions. “What school are you from?” I noticed there was a school emblem on her inside sweater. Biting down on a sunflower seed, the girl looked at me and smiled.
“That’s called ‘cottoning up’,” she said. “Next you’ll probably say whatever school you’re from, and that our schools are so close to each other, maybe we can run into each other every day…”
“You think I look like a student?” I said. “I’m a criminal freed from the work camps, I extort people for a living.”
“I don’t care what you are,” the girl said, smiling and looking at her toes, as if there was something amusing there. “Whatever you are is nothing to me.”
I didn’t speak for a while, and the girl didn’t speak either, just looked on, pleased, as the evening light disappeared on the horizon and the sky quickly dimmed, but didn’t lose its magnificent clouds: “That cloud looks like Marx, that one looks like a pirate, doesn’t it, don’t you think so?”
“How old are you?” the girl turned her head to look at me, carefully looking me over. “You, doesn’t look like you’ve been with that many women.”
“I haven’t,” I said, lying to her without a change in expression or a thump of the heart.
“I could tell right away, little boy! As I was reading my book just now, I saw you standing far away, wanting to talk to me but also timid, afraid I’d curse you, huh?”
“[Actually,] I’ve slept with over 100 women.”
The girl let loose a laugh, unbridled and amused.
“You laugh,” I said, “like a dumb chick.”
She suddenly stopped laughing, angrily throwing me a scornful glance, “I didn’t criticize you, don’t criticize me. Truthfully speaking, I’ve already been with someone for a year.” The girl smiled again, quite satisfied with herself.
“Is it one of your idiot classmates?”
“He’s not an idiot, he’s a cadre in the student union.”
“Then he’s stupid beyond measure.”
“Huh, a little baby like you who’s only been kissed by his parents doesn’t deserve to speak of him.”
“If I was him, I’d already have had the courage to sleep with you,” I said, smiling lightly. “Has he dared?”
Although the sky was already gloomy, I perceived the girl’s face reddening, “He respects me.”
I tittered, “Oh, respect, don’t even, no need for us to talk about that. And no need for you to play dumb.”
The girl sat there vexed for a while saying nothing. I started whistling, started sucking on a cigarette, passed her the cigarette pack, she shook her head.
“Busted again, aren’t you?” I teased her, “willing to read a book in broad daylight, but can’t smoke cigarettes, [guess you’re] only half-fashionable.”
“Don’t be obnoxious.” Still, unwilling to be conquered, she said, “Give me one!”
I passed her the cigarette that was in my mouth, she took a puff, and heng, blew it all out. I stretched an arm around her shoulder, she trembled a second, but didn’t refuse. I pulled her near to me, she looked at me from close up, pushed my arm off, and with a forced smile said:
“I might believe a little that you’ve slept with over 100 women.”
“What are you doing only ‘believing a little’, you ought to just believe. You want to know what they call me? The Old Pistol.”?I heard her grabbing up all of her books, and said with a nasty smile, “I think you’re scared.”
“Well, I’m not.” The girl stood up: “I should probably go.”
“Do you dare tell me your name, or where you live?”
The girl jumped off the platform, her bright, crystal eyes flashed in the darkness, and she said smiling, “Ah ha! I thought maybe you weren’t like everyone else, [talking shit] half the day, but then sinking into mediocrity.”
“Fine, I’m mediocre. Go. Hey,” I called her to stop, “If we meet again, let’s consider ourselves friends.”
“Sure, friends,” she said, and smiling, left.
I sat for a while on the platform smiling genially, then I too jumped down and left.